Recently I've discovered someone is out to get me. I've always thought of us as friends, there were never any problems between us. However, I guess I was wrong.
This person is drunk me. Apparently, drunk me is an asshole. Only to me though, I'm very entertaining to other people.
Drunk me thinks it's funny for me to wake up with my phone destroyed (I tried to give it a bath), bruises all over my arms (still a mystery), cuts all over my knuckles (picked a fight with a wall, wall won), and usually at least one of my belongings missing. After all of this, drunk me likes to completely erase all memories of the night and makes sure I wake up the next morning very very confused.
I don't know what happened between us. Things used to work out fine. Oh drunk me, can we ever go back to the way things were?
Monday, February 27, 2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Even If She Falls..
Lately, my life has been a mess. I don't say that in the "Oh wow I have so many things going on" way. I mean that in the "I want to stand outside and scream until I explode" kind of way.
Last weekend something happened to me that I never thought would. I never thought I would end up being shoved up against the wall of a bathroom stall by some drunk guy. Get what I'm trying to say here? It could have been so much worse. That's what I keep telling myself over and over again. Yes, it did go too far, but it could have gone further.
My first reaction was to run, and I ran all the way into the arms of my best friend. I mean that literally. I cried in his arms on the floor of the boys bathroom of his dorm for a good while. He has been an amazing person through this for me. I can only hope that everyone has someone in their life like him. To know you have one person who is going to always be there and do everything in their power for you. To have that kind of support and love.
We've been friends for years but that's the first time I realized how close we have become. I'm so lucky to have him. Sorry, but his incredible friendship still amazes me. I really don't know what I would do without him.
Last weekend something happened to me that I never thought would. I never thought I would end up being shoved up against the wall of a bathroom stall by some drunk guy. Get what I'm trying to say here? It could have been so much worse. That's what I keep telling myself over and over again. Yes, it did go too far, but it could have gone further.
My first reaction was to run, and I ran all the way into the arms of my best friend. I mean that literally. I cried in his arms on the floor of the boys bathroom of his dorm for a good while. He has been an amazing person through this for me. I can only hope that everyone has someone in their life like him. To know you have one person who is going to always be there and do everything in their power for you. To have that kind of support and love.
We've been friends for years but that's the first time I realized how close we have become. I'm so lucky to have him. Sorry, but his incredible friendship still amazes me. I really don't know what I would do without him.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
So..
I generally don't talk to people about what I'm really thinking. Not that I'm trying to be "mysterious" or anything, I'm just not good with expressing my thoughts or feelings. But after all the things that have happened to me, I just need a way to express myself somehow. And what better way to do that but anonymously over the internet?
So I figured I'd give this a try. Even if not a single person reads it, at least I can clear out my overcrowded mind a little bit.
Just a tiny little bit about me: I'm a psychology major and the human mind continues to amaze me every day. Music is an incredible part of my life; I play guitar every now and then as a hobby. It helps me to zone out completely. As I said before, I tend to keep my thoughts to myself and I'm pretty good at fooling people (which I'm not always proud of but sometimes the situation just calls for it).
Well that's pretty much it for now. Hopefully my posts become less boring as I go on. But if not, that's okay. This is really my attempt at keeping my sanity anyway.
So I figured I'd give this a try. Even if not a single person reads it, at least I can clear out my overcrowded mind a little bit.
Just a tiny little bit about me: I'm a psychology major and the human mind continues to amaze me every day. Music is an incredible part of my life; I play guitar every now and then as a hobby. It helps me to zone out completely. As I said before, I tend to keep my thoughts to myself and I'm pretty good at fooling people (which I'm not always proud of but sometimes the situation just calls for it).
Well that's pretty much it for now. Hopefully my posts become less boring as I go on. But if not, that's okay. This is really my attempt at keeping my sanity anyway.
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