Love is Dangerous

Feelings. Being attracted to another person. What does it all really mean? A big mess. That feeling when you know you have something so good in front of your face, when you have a person who just knows you better than you know yourself. I hate that. Doesn't really make sense right? I have someone who is so perfect for me. Who can just pick me up when I'm feeling down and sweep me off my feet completely. So i why can't I just be with him? Why am I instead wasting my time with guys who just end up causing me more bullshit? I wish I had the answer for that. What the fuck am I doing? Why the fuck do I not stop this? The perfect guy is right in front of me, but he's too good to be wasting time with me. And now, I'm beginning to see someone else in a whole new life. Someone it could never, would never work with. Life isn't some romantic comedy. Those things don't just happen in real life. They're "too good to be true"