Interesting.

I don't know what I'm doing. I'm wide open. Completely unguarded. My walls are down and I feel totally unprotected. But that doesn't scare me. It doesn't worry me at all and I don't know what to think of that. I'm skeptical of everything. I don't trust anything anyone tells me. I bullshit and lie to hide my true thoughts and feelings about everything, even small little shit. But I'm not doing that now. I'm honest. And trusting. And foolish. And I'm the happiest I've ever been. Or at least happiest I've been for a very long time. Happy without holding back. It's wonderful. Terrifying, but absolutely wonderful. I'm going to continue to roll with whatever happens because that's worked out so far. It's okay to have no idea what's going on.